I’ve been having a pretty rough week. Things are going ok. A few financial strains that always give the devil a foothold, once that happens, then other things seem to fall apart. Friendships get put into question for no reason at all. I am tired, which then makes me emotional ALL the time. I miss my family and friends in far away places. I have a big test this week that I’m going to miss the review on. The stupid thing is, I don’t really think there is a way for me to fail this test. I need to do laundry. All the things that just weigh down on me. I want an off day. A day where I can just go on a walk and have no worries. The thing is, if I have one of those days, I only want to sleep in cuz I am so tired and I actually get a chance to. If I were to sleep in, I would feel like I was wasting all of this valuable time when I should have been doing productive things [like laundry]. I know that now is the perfect time to rely on God. One of those things that now matter how much I try to, I can never do a good job at.
It’s funny that Jessica talked on this very thing last night. A sign no doubt.
The beginning of anxiety is the end of faith; and the beginning of true faith is the end of anxiety. - George Muller.
Let our lives revolve around God. His wants, His desires, His needs, His will. Not our own. My lesson for the day.
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